Hello everybody !!!
How are you ?
It's been a looooooooooooooooooong time since my last journal entry.
DA had changed so much, it was not comfortable anymore, I got bored and annoyed because I hardly understood all the changes, so I ran away to facebook.
and because I saw many artists running aways from DA to go on FB to create their FB pages, I thougt it was the right thing to do, even if it made me sad.
But ... even if FB is cool, I was missing DA. I was missing it very much, and also all my DA friends. All the fantastical people and artists that I met there.
And ... I decided to come back. To really come back, I mean.
I miss the DA community.
Things have changed in my life. Things that also kept me away from DA.
I lost my little brother last year.
I stopped writing.
Inspiration abandoned me.
It was a terrible time.
Then, this year, I began to do more and more photo shootings. to change my mind.
It helped me.
Inspiration came back a little. I am once again able to write stories. It is important to me.
And also I think I can say I became a "real" model. I like it. It is interesting.
On 20th of october, this year, I lost my little chinchilla Petit Gris.
Once again, it was an awful moment. We had tried to fight his illness for 4 weeks, bringing him to the vet every week, he had 4 surgeries, he had medicines ... Losing him was horrible. I thougt so much he was going to get better ... but he finaly did not.
I know these are personnal things that I talk about. I don't say this to be forgiven for going away so much time. I say this because there were many people I liked and loved there. I don't know really, but I need to say this. Tonight it seems I need to talk.
Sorry if I bother you.
But I wanna be back.
I want joy.
I want happiness.
I want positive feelings.
and I want you, my DA friends.
I am back.
Many hugs to all of you.
Thank you.